February 2012
I haven’t posted in a while and I’ve lost a lot of the drive too. I guess I’ve started to stay off the distractions and enjoy what’s going on right now. I love the fact that I’m continuously growing as a person and continuously being active with my life. I don’t know how else to explain this, but I’m more than completely content with my life and I love it....
January 2012
I like to think I’m gonna marry my boyfriend. Is that weird? lol. Like I mean duh I’m not gonna get married when I’m 18 and have 6 kids and live happily ever after, uh no. Like I wanna think of this as a long term goal. Where I wanna work hard and have a career and have a good time with my boyfriend a long the way. Well, boy, I never thought I’d love a guy this much and...
I haven’t spoken much these recent weeks. Wow do I have a story to tell lol. bleeehhh
December 2011
I seriously need someone to talk to.
I dont give a shit if you’re mad. I dont give a shit.
I don’t tolerate bullshit from you.
Honestly your ignorance is becoming quiet unbelievable. Your maturity level has dropped down to zero. I tried to keep myself level headed and reasonable to your behavior but now it’s like all you want is for people to notice you. You publicily manipulate your peers’ view of you just so you can show off as the better person. It’s so unbelievable. And I thought that I was the one...
Its reality, so get over it. People will do things youre not gonna like, so why the hell blow things out of proportion. You think trust has to do anything with the truth? Well darling, telling the truth is different from hiding your privacy. So in case you havent noticed, you should be honored that i spill my personal details to you on my own accord. So put those fake accusations in your pocket,...
November 2011
I hope you’re affecting the people around you the way you affected me. Keep positive and keep living.
My insecurities keep overwhelming me.
I dont usually talk about this, but KEEP YOUR SEX LIFE PERSONAL. It might not be so important to you for putting it out there, but that other person might not agree. Answering questions about relationships and sex online is completely immature and naive. It’s no ones business but yours. So keep that stuff to yourself.
As long as we go back to the same smiles and laughs at the end of the day, there’s no reason for me to worry.
I’m happy and I’m happy.
People constantly judge what they see. In all seriousness, I’m sick and tired of caring about what other people think. I just ignore it. If everyone ignored what other’s had to say about themselves, then there would be a lot more creativity going around. Too bad people are scared hypocrites. It’s cool.
I’m happy because I’m getting somewhere.
The world is an awful place to live in.
October 2011
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Me: We should have matching shirt! Think of something original though
Bf: okay, mine should say gay & yours should say lezbo
Me: that kinda cute but I think that's sorta offensive LOL
Bf: okay okay mine should say wife and yours husband since your such a dick
i mean dude..lol
Me: LOLOLOL.
Officially 17(:
So busy with my life I forget what’s going on.
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I hate arguments.
People are all the same.
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Friends is another word for fake bitches. You start to lose them because you talk smack about them. You start to lose them because you push them around like some dog. You start to lose them when all they needed was your support, and all they got was an “I told you so”.
I feel like im getting busier day by day. Actually i am getting busier. Im juggling way too many things in my life and sometimes i need to get a work load off. I have my 6 classes, speech team, i math tutor, hula, and im probably gonna be volunteering for an internship at a hospital in a few weeks. Oh yeah, did i mention i have to deal with my parents never ending list of needs, and expectations...
September 2011
Don’t let these insecurities to rise up again. Please really don’t. I don’t need these past feelings to come back again. I don’t give up. Please don’t give up either.
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I’m so freaking happy right now. I’m so freaking happy.
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adriaanicole:
Dont tell me to understand something I dont want to understand. Theyre not here to live their life to understand me. And Im on my own journey - a different journey from them. I dont need to keep having to understand every little aspect of their life that they find so fucking pathetic. No, I wasnt raised to go around looking for pitty and understanding from other people. I stood up...
So today I brought my boyfriend over to a family party for the first time. My aunt invited him, my mom invited him, and there was no problem.
But wow did I get some bad ass death glares. Honestly, I don’t give a shit anymore. I get crap for wearing shorts, or make-up or even being overly friendly. I’m tired. I’m fed up, and I’m done trying to please this stupid...
I’m deathly afraid of losing you.